I don't know what to name this post(!) #2

I'm gonna quit blogging.

Soon maybe. 

Otherwise, I'll open it for invited readers only. 

Is that okay?

Cause I kinda lost my biggest inspiration day by day.

It's been draining me all the way to find it.

I think I'm gonna stop searching.

I'm gonna make a new one.

A good one.

I don't know how, but I'll try.

and btw, to my amazing friends and wonderful strangers who have been following my updates, you guys are totally awesome.

Honestly, I was about to post something terrible yesterday, and yet I couldn't post it. I've got too much of it. So I wanna forget all of it.

But here's a thought; 

...when you wanna fix something so badly, and hoping that someone you think would inspire you but they don't, (not that they couldn't),you feel like giving up. Really. And you know that you can't just simply force people to do so. It's not gonna work that way. Cause if they seriously wanna take part in your life, they would do something about it. 

I'm writing all these not to let down some people

but I just need them to know.

Life is all about sharing. To give and take.

If it's not about that, so what's the big idea of having family or friends?

you might think that I'm mad because I don't get to share things

but it is, when people don't share things with others

I believe not all things should be shared;

 or else the word secret won't exist.

and I don't blame them for not sharing much.

So I just couldn't say it anymore.

and yes, I'm not mad.

I just don't understand.

Pls make me understand.

You've gotta tell.

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Hmmm, I'm done and I'm done here.

Have a great day!

pssst- Correct me if there is something I've missed. And wait till I come back and write good stuff. 

Thank you. :O)